okay so my reflection.
I'm going to take this as seriously as I'm going to take it.
To be honest this year has kinda really sucked for me. Yea it's senior year, whoohoo! But like, is it? I'm kinda really tired all the time and just exhausted. I don't know if it's senioritis or what but this has been one of the least enjoyable High School experiences. Now not how I said High-School Experiences, and not years of my life. Everything that doesn't have to do with school was great. I literally got to have fun almost every day. I won awards and evolved. In retrospect this year was pretty cool.
Apart from school. I F***ing hated all of school. This project drained every ounce of energy it could out of me. Sometimes it was worth it, sometimes it probably wasn't. Obviously it's all my fault but. You know. It be like dat.
Anywho in regards to the final outcome, I worked my ass off for this. I literally pulled every trick out of my bag to make this thing look good. Hopefully you guys like it. If not, then... idk i'll cry? no probably not. I think I'll just move on and live. That's what I've learned about this whole process. Sometimes you just have to live. The consequences may suck but living is the important part. It'll all work out. It'll play out however it is time has decided it.
To want to live, is to want to die. (I came up with that)
I realized with this project that I don't want the easy way out of things. I want to make it harder, because if I make it more difficult, It means more.
here's shrek
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